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Joe Budden
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Ordinary Love S**t, Pt. 3
I finally found a passion I lacked before,
can't believe I didn't catch on to the act before
I mean I voiced my complaints, that went ignored
A few things you felt that you was too attractive for
Cuz everything out your mouth said that you aint wanna hurt
Love the lifestyle we lived, but you aint wanna work
So I'd sit you down and say it's getting outta hand
While you shoot down every idéa, busy worried about a brand
When ya baby dad said all that shit that was trife
How you was married, requesting dick pics from Lyfe
Though it all seems shady, maybe I was crazy
I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my baby
Accusing me, but pretending yourself
I couldn't catch it, too busy defending myself
Or was I wrong not seeing a life without you
Or you taking everything that you said to face value
When you packed up and left dude, I was so glad
Should've questioned how you easily became a nomad
If I could do it all again, it wouldn't happend so fast
And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad
Cuz at first you resembled my twin
Fast forward, you gave me identical twins
But then you lost it, honestly that murked my soul
Cuz though we weren't tryna have one, we got off the birth control
And we was right back at it, fucking like addicts
While you was disrupting what was seeming like a marriage
You never got embarrased, interrogating me but that was just Yaris
Yeah we beefing I dragged you off the bed
I swear to this day I re-enact in my head
So i hemmed you up, wasn't what I aimed to do
I ain't attack you, bitch I was restrainging you!
But you was wifey, though I understand that it's not a game
Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came
Handcuffed me, you pressed charges
But I made bail it's just heartless
You can't smash my laptop on the wall
And then think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that
I mean you can't call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whattup
When I'm her son and you just locked me up
But wait, this is where it really gets deep
Judge said she gets control of the house for a week
Filed a restraining order so she couldn't come near me
The fuck else I do but go right back to Tahiry
I'm sleeping on her couch, not discussing shit
Staring at the fattest ass, not fucking it
I guess despite everything that she showed me
It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me
I missed all the arguing and yapping
Percocet and muscle relaxes in a napkin
Can't believe that it happend
I lost my unborn daughter when we fought
I'm thinking I killed Aspen
And that's when I thought that we'd be dead awhile
But we decided to reconcile
I'm so hungover from love and what not
How could you not expect us to take another shot
But during all this time we don't live together
Stupid me thought that you would go get your shit together
You know, get a job or if acting's your career
Seems you've persued this shit for a year from right here
And it appears, along with all the yelling and the screaming
We both at the table, but my side is leaning
But rather than end it, we tried to mend it
Fuck being a couple, let's work on a friendship
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But then it got wierd, I was stunned from that
You took it to a place where there was no coming back
Off my last break up, I was able to stomach that
Two weeks removed and you fucking with a running back
Life is in shambles, disguised as a damsel
Lies are a handful
Bouncing off of, different guys lookin scrambled
Despised how it was handled
But when you aint got a dime, why not decide to gamble
Said you'd be in L.A. doing business
I'm thinking that's great, I can't fault her
Said that you'd be with Jennifer the whole time
But you probably didn't think that I would call her
She said she aint seen you since you landed
And for days she been blowing up your phone like a stalker
And all I could do is laugh at myself as I thought
Why is old girl sucking off Derrick Ward for?
Said we was making it right, but you couldn't!
On the phone, I said skype, but you wouldnt!
The puzzle starts coming together and it's brutal
Won't Skype, Gmail chat, won't Oovoo
The whole time I'm noticing you acting unusual
And I can't figure out who the fuck your being true to
Said the WiFi was down in the tele
But you aint say that you was at hotel his house!
Looking like a groupie
Or maybe I misunderstood when you said y'all 2 was makin a movie
Looking at the shit pile I stepped in again
And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant again? Not again!
I been through the whirl so I suck it up
It less about the lie more about the cover-ups
So you busted, but your adding to the friction
Cuz you deny it all but you do it with conviction
So you talking to me real disparaging
So what attitude, coming off arrogant
If I wanted a trophy wife, then you could be
But all it looks like is that you renting out pussy
Less about you, nah you aint the one
You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about your son
That's what got me up being an insomniac
Little nigga can't control how his mommy act
As for me, I'm trying to flush you out of my system
So i counter by filming all my sexual encounters
Mentally not there while I'm screwing
And I only keep going cuz thats what your doing
I'm trying to see, how's it done, how's it possible
Enough to put a weak nigga in the hospital
Starin at one ex, talkin about another
But this one would kill if it meant I wouldn't suffer
But she taking little shots, I'm getting ridiculed
Cuz all she complained about, I went and did with you
Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you
She's not your type, she aint got the right hips for you
So you try and take something for pain, it don't work
You still feeling all the Novocaine don't work
Nope so we good, I don't let it get me down
Not a pussy thta good nor a titty that round
For anything to work, y'all trust is a must
And I learned gotta let a mutt be with a mutt
So I dead that bitch and though the shit's been over
Some situations dont end without Closure.
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