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Expressionless Me
I'm just so preoccupied
Head so high in the sky
So far in the clouds
I don't know how I will come down
Vision gets worse
I try to focus till it hurts
Stare at the ground
And try to fade it all (out)
Dismay
Distract, and decay
I'm caught in a haze
Fake smile and blank stare
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
I try to act as if I live inside a bottle
Cry for attention, maybe I don't really know
I pop pills because I know that's what you want to hear
What do you want from me
Did you ever think for once in your life
I don't give a fuck and I've got nothing to hide
Did you ever think for once in your life
I don't give a fuck and I've got nothing to hide
Dismay
Distract, and decay
I'm caught in a haze
Fake smile and blank stare
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
Expressionless me
Expressionless...
Dismay
Distract, and decay
I'm caught in a haze
Expressionless me
Expressionless...
It's time to face my biggest fear
That losing you is more than I could bear
Trapped in my mind, it isn't fair
I don't owe you anything
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So this is where I am
When I have nowhere else
This is where I go
To put good in the world
This is where you can always find me
Here is where you'll learn the most about me
I think that I should read more
Or maybe I just need to be alone
So I'll lay down and write something
Or take a long drive
Stay out long enough to make sure everyone is asleep when I get back
Sometimes I wonder if they worry
Or maybe I've caused them too much trouble
And I watched as my passions led me
Like a river
Further down
And further down
And it isn't always true what they say
That only time can heal the pain
It makes me think about a story of a girl my age
And time couldn't heal her
And nothing else could either
Or maybe she just didn't wait long enough
Or couldn't
And just like James Russell Lowell said in 'Serenade'
'The darkness is pressing coldly around
The windows shake with a lonely sound
I feel alone'
I feel alone
And I'm supposed to be okay with that
I'm supposed to be okay with everything
I'm supposed to harden
Well, I'm not okay
And it won't ever be okay
And don't you dare try to take that away
I've always tried to live through sorrow
Thinking how life could be so much worse
And about everyone who has suffered worse than I have
But that's no way to live life
That's only perspective
So that girl, so pretty at 19
Leapt from the top of a three story building
She was in college, she was a track star
But the burden must have pushed her too far
And no one saw the signs
So who do we blame
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